~my life n i rule my own life~

tis new year resolution, which was the last year resolution dat i carry forward to tis year....hehehe....so, overall interpretation about last year turned out quite ok lar...there's still a lotsa things dat i didnt achieve yet....after ive completed my degree course, i didnt get any job opportunity cz ive been babysitting my 2 nephews thou it sound awkward fo any fresh graduates who basically dying to get a job but not me..pelik kn...i was happily volunteered myself as a bibik to watch over my nephews...i adore babies..so while my sister waiting fo her actual bibik dtg from indon..me n my mom wud jage her 2 small kiddos n i would jaga danish the eldest but the naughtiest, spoil brat by his parents n of cos by his grandparents...they asked me to look after my nephews cz my mom xlarat if nk jage both of them cz danish tgh in growin stages so agak naughty and i agreed without no hesitation.... my family is my everything..so i bekorban la my cita2 nk cr keje...hukhuk but wif no regrets aku sentiasa hepi dgn ape jua yg aku plih....sume kwn2 aku rata2nya da bekerja n da stabil...huhu n wlopon aku envy dorang but at least aku x sia2kn masa aku dgn wat bnda xtntu arah...tis is my time to sacrifice fo my family cz they needed me...they've been the best supporters in my life since i was small...the greatest advise was always given by my abah...he's my hero n he's my atm machine...he's my everything....i love him so much....n my mom aka my atm machine no 2...whatever i want sumthin or anythin, i would definitely got it from her...she is the best financial advisor....hehehe...love u mama... now since aku akan berumur 25thn on june ni...bemacam2 bnda yg aku nk wat dlm idop aku... mcm2 angan dan cite2..hehe..my love life pulak,me n him hv been together since 2005...6th february da genap 5 years aku dgn dea...wlopon bemcm2 bnda yg kiteorg go thru..a lots of break ups..hmm byk gak la kiteorg lalui our ups n downs...hmm i dunnO y my life seems so complete when he's around...he was like my guardian angel which goin to protect me from bein hurt or pape...i used to hv scandal behind his back but i ended up wif him jugak...he's the only one dat relli tahan wif my moOd swings...me n him thou masing2 byk kekurangan but we try to manage to overcome it together...despite of sum of my fwens doesnt agree me getting back wif him but im the one who knows myself n him...dun judge a book based on the surface jek...no one in tis world who dun want to be rich but we have to start from lower then we climb up inch by inch....dun expect much cz u can never get what u want unless u work for it...same goes to me...he loves me for me...he was the one who support me all this while...juz because of one stupid egoism of us n we want it to be over but when i think thoroughly it dun make any sense cz i love him n he loves me...he tries his best to make me heppi n jage me...i shud be lucky to have him who doesnt take me for granted or cheats on me...as long as my parents give thier blessin in both of us ..n so does his parents..both of us have one another to complete ourselves.....