..tensiOn mOde..

~ miss him muchO~

today sunday n im off from work...haishh such a relieve feelin when im not workin...its not dat i dun like to work or cudnt stand from the pressure but i juz cant stand dat there are some of those people dat works there dat doesnt have the courtesy to tell me anything dat i didnt know...gosHHh..wut do ya xpect man when i juz started workin abt a week agO...duUHhh how on earth do i know dat on saturday shud be workin @ 8pm...dat particular persOn also didnt text me anything until at 5pm when i asked dat particular persOn if she's goin to work or not then only later she told me dat ive to work at 8pm...i came to the office at 10am n dun hv lunch cz im alone n no one to teman me cz my fwens they work on sunday...juz me yg keje sabtu...

haishHH wut tO do..then there was only me alone in the office cz my bos already went bak home at 5pm...once again im bein left all alone in the office...it feels kinda creepy lar cz im not used bein alone in the office which ive been only workin fo 1 week...later on dat day, i received dat person text n was angry at me cz ive started workin pagi...WTF...gosH i didnt know la wey....im sO angry at her cz i dun know n she doesnt inform me earlier...n dat saturdy nite ive already hv planned wif my mbak n we hv planned to watch af at bkt jalil..ive already planned earlier since af started n dat if i got the free tix i wont miss it fo anything...hee i lurvee akim...im a kinda big fan of him...hikhik

but my mood kinda spoiled cz of the situation ive been face earlier at work..haishhh dem u..i dun know la kot..inform la awl2...then nk emO2 dgn aku da knape kn...nk blame2 lak..haishhhH...i dun like tis kind of situation tau....dats y lar my mom ckp if keje dgn org melayu ni pyh cket...msti ade jek PHD among them..duHhh like i care if dorang nk wat pape pn....mind ur own business la wey...ni x asek nk ngadu dgn boss jek if we all wat keje lmbt ke slh ke...u r the one yg hrus help us out la wey...not to condemn us in front of bos..u shud tell us the rules n regulation at the office cz u r the one whose workin there fo soO long kn...

today im soO freakin misSin my bebe..he's away fo a week attends kursus under his department..huhu cant do anything if he's not around...i feel kinda helplessly tak semangat now...huhu its not dat im not used bein alone cz we've been together fo 5 years now n i used to apart from him if im on my semester break fo 3 months but i still can talk n text him but tis time around fo a week i cant talk n text him anything....huuu i cant share wif him my pwobs tis week...n im soo x semangat nOw...i feel like i want to resign...i asked my mOm her opinion on tis matter n she'd given me sum strength to stay strOng..huu thanx ma...relli need it thou cz im not used to work n tis is my first time n the pressure was kinda hard on me...huu but hopefully i can stay n bare wif all the nonsense from dat particular persOn...